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ctlx. Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 21+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, currently NUS FASS (econs).
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
Starry starry night - Don McLean

Starry, starry night.

Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...


Wednesday, November 11, 2009
have a sudden urge to look up into a starry night.


Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Just some thoughts i got after hearing some stuff today...

Why is it we always only learn to treasure someone when we're going to lose them?
Why is it we only see their significance in our lives only when they're about to leave?
Why do we always go for the thrill of wanting something/person we can't get, then neglect once attained.
I wish we could all just treasure every little thing and person that comes along in our life.

It's so blatant how sometimes we just take people for granted yet, we do nothing about it.
When will people learn that to cherish someone has to start NOW, not later, not tomorrow.
I really hope to see more happy endings.

Have you ever
S Club 7

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go




Sunday, October 25, 2009

最幸福的事
梁文音

你撑着雨伞 借我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失
泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 流在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
才慢慢认识 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次

最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子

一段爱从开始 直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事








Tuesday, October 20, 2009
It's bad enough the disappointment when you realise you can't even sing properly a solo part even though you're in a choir. It's worse when you've got to reassure the selected soloist that she's indeed good enough to sing. Not cause I didn't get the part, but cause I already know my singing sucks but I got to re-emphasize the fact to someone else.

SIGH. Felt quite sad after the stupid audition for solo cause I really sang damn lousily. Lke restarted don't know how many times, sang so out of tune. Major personal disappointment. Well, kind of got over that, but last night, I was made to go tell someone else she's indeed capable (and she really is, no doubt about that. She's got a really sweet voice) and reassure her that the choir supports her fully that's why she got voted for it and not me (cause she keeps thinking I'm better *FAINTS*).

I don't know if you all can get how I felt.

I mean I thought when they asked me to talk to her its because they know I can talk to her or because I'm a SL or something, but actually, it was just to convince her that she's better than me and that's why the choir chose her so she shouldn't think of pushing the responsibility to someone else. Haha. Felt quite hurt when I found out why I was being asked to persuade her.

It's like whatever I'm doing for this choir is cause I'm a person willing to do sai gang you know. The reason I'm SL is not cause I can sing, but because they need a replacement for now since the old SL stepped up to be chair and cause I come for practices often enough, and I'll bother to go sms them. Kinda sucks to know that right. Hah.

Sigh.

P.S: Those who know what I'm talking about, please just keep it here k. I really need somewhere to let it out. Thank you! =)


Saturday, October 17, 2009
~What makes my heart ache~

  • To know my bro didn't pass his piano exams and both my parents and him are under stress because my mum hopes he'll at least finish his grade 8 and his piano lessons are really costly.
  • To know my sis is going to work part time so as to help relieve my parents off some financial burden yet her useless elder sis isn't doing anything and enjoying herself in hall.
  • To know that my dad whose the sole breadwinner is working so hard to put food on our table yet I'm doing nothing about it.
I just wish I wasn't so useless and lazy and I wish I am more sensible and frugal. *sigh*
I think I should start from now.

  • No more over-indulgence.
  • No more spending on anything unnecessary.
That's my first goal. Whack me if I do otherwise k.

Anyways, here's a really nice song I'd like to share. Enjoy. =)

"So Small" - Carrie Underwood

Yeah, Yeah

[Verse 1]
What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

[Chorus]
'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

[Verse 2]
It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

[Chorus]
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Yeah, Yeah


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChPAoacVen4&feature=related



Friday, October 16, 2009
Love is not a feeling, it's a choice.
To choose to love someone with no obligations, to accept them and accommodate and be their pillar of strength is love. =)


We should not have any expectations from our partners, neither should we expect them to change for we should make the change. Our partners should be our expectations.


When we find that one person we want to share our life story with, that most probably is the person we want to spend our life with.

There'll always be someone or something in life that will leave you broken, it's up to us to let it build us or continue to break us.

Haha, sounds pretty random right?

These were some ideas that I took home from my conversation with my bestie just now.

Went to watch Cheryl and Cindy have their last pole dance class for this session.
Felt it was super... ENTERTAINING!! hahaha...
Well done babes! *HUGZ*